The One With Little White Lies

For a long time i haven't thought about me in this aspect. But i do wonder. Does it really matter? To be honest, i've gone so deep into all this new age huey that i don't have the mindset to think that any of it matters. Everytime i go back there, wanting to revert things back to how they were when i was 12 - i just end up feeling so stifled by everyone there. Only the mere 4 or 5 make me feel like i don't stand out like a sore thumb.

With how far everything's gone - the different types, rules, practices, rituals, etc - i'm gonna just stick to being happy. No more guilt trips for me just because i'm not like the rest of you.