Sunday, September 13, 2009

The One Where It's Time

have moved. the URL is www.idontbelievein(the opposite of caffeine)

i've had this blog since i was 16 and i'm not in need of change really, i just reeeally want zero archives backed up every time i want to write something new. those posts were from such a long time ago and i'm no longer that person anymore. i've kept a lot of the things that i love about this blog (basically the whole layout i slaved over) and added in one or two new things. to those who already have the link, it's not done yet k! :)



some things just won't change ;)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

The One With The Wheezing Ball Of Chubbs

earlier, with much enthusiasm, i thought, hey why not skip rope for a half hour? i can't keep talking about the weight i gained after all.

15 minutes later, i'm limping wtf.

this, ladies and gents, is the perfect specimen of what happens when you don't exercise for over 6 months. it's too late for me but save yourselves.


i have a shitload of work to do. i don't know how i'm gonna even be able to design my new blog in time (actually more like pimping the current one lah) before break ends.


y'know, i could've posted all of this on Twitter. if i had one. but no i shan't give in, shan't i tell you! wtf.


Dorian Gray is not a good book for kiddos like me. it makes me feel all eeevil. and if i didn't do research on the stuff the book is based on, i'd literally think that Wilde is telling us to quit controlling ourselves and go hump whatever we want. and, don't go near ugly people because they can't be any good for you. and, women are just supplements for men.

i bet if Wilde were alive today, he'd just be another gay fashion designer who says crap like, 'If you ain't a size zero, honey - you're a heffer.' Like Mark on Ugly Betty.


but then again, some of the things he says is true. like how 'acting is so much more real'. when you watch a movie, the actors play their characters absolutely - they don't skimp on emotions and they mean what they say. but that's cos they're not playing themselves.

then in real life, when you meet people - be it acquaintances or close friends - everyone's wearing layers and layers of masks to hide themselves that we may as well be the ones on stage instead.


ohnoes i might have H1N1! but whatever lah if i'm meant to die now then die lah lol i remember when SARS first came about, Jun-Elle and i promised that if either one of us got it, we would cough & sneeze in the other's face so we'll both have it wtf. let's hope H1N1 will be like SARS i am too young to die, too young i tell you! wtf.

okay, back to work. :)

Saturday, August 15, 2009

The One With Blue & White China

hullo, long time no see!

i shall be moving my blog! soon. sometime this week. because i've got the whole week off. college has been real hectic the past two weeks thank God the break is here. it's only been a month and yet I've found another Yasogee to battle with -.- but shan't go on about that, it's over and I'm satisfied with everything now.

anyway, short summarized updates :

okay lah Kar Heng, English is hard.

se-rious-ly-can-kill. well technically, i'm taking Lit but it's really hard. i got my learning skills report and i got A for everything but English. not that i deserve an A cos to get an A in that class i'd have to be super good. which i'm not fml.

i like tests!

for Families and Math lah. for English, no.


first Derrick says my face got chubbier and now everything else did too.

ignorant people, if you're preaching about something where you don't even have firsthand experience on, just don't preach about it.

it pisses me off when i have to talk to people who think CIMP/ICPU is supershiteasy. for the last time, easy to pass but difficult to score - like everything else. you know what, come do it yourself and see how easy it is. quit spraying spit all over other people's decisions cos i happen to be proud that i didn't take the typical routes and nothing you say is going to change that. Veena was right, it's so frustrating to talk to you. but it's okay, we'll show you how wrong you are. gonna be one hell of a slap in the face for trying to undermine me.

culture shock.

things are very different now. i'm friends with people who are very different from what i'm used to (i don't have any friends from an SMK school) and it's teaching me a lot. but at the same time, i miss speaking broken Engrish. sigh. it's so bad to the extent that when i hear a CIMP student speak in a Cina accent, i feel all awkward and just don't talk much.

Student Council.

i hear this sem is not as happening as the last one and it's got to be true cos i didn't expect this out of CIMP. during the first theme day, i walked around with a flower in my hair for the first period then took it off when no one else seemed to have anything on (it was Wear-Something-On-Your-Head Day). but i'm glad i ran for Secretary anyway. i just feel very bad cos i kept missing a lot of things for my assignments and presentations and i feel even worse when i run into my President cos he looks all discouraged. i think i got it reeeeal easy back in school cos here it's way harder when the board is made up of a variety of people. but! if i have the time, i want to do more than kickass minutes. ;)

Big Lump.

i see him everyday but it's almost as if i see him less. i think because when we were apart, we text all day long. and also, i used to tell him about stuff from work but now it'd be about classes and my brilliant English teacher - which he doesn't like hearing about wtf they're all very interesting okay! plus now that we're in college together, it's usually only texts about the parking ticket and car keys lol. then weekends i feel bad for spending time with him cos we saw each other everyday in the week. haih have to start dating once a week ade.

i miss my Big Lump. :(

will post one last post before moving blog! it'll be the clue to the new one, it's gonna be another thing idontbelievein. but when i told Veena and Karven and Jits and Kar Heng, they didn't get it so yeah. i'll prolly let just the people i link know. bubye for now and to some, bubye for good :D

Thursday, July 30, 2009

The One With Our 27th Monthaversary

because we are so nauseatingly cheesy like that. this month i expected the usuals when our monthaversary rolled by. for me to remember and him to forget and when i nagnagnag that he doesn't care anymore!/that he's such a pig!/that he has no romance left in him! - he will giggle like a girl over the phone and make up one of his epic lame excuses (that i actually like hearing cos it gets more and more ridiculous over the years wtf).

so i was shocked when i got in the car on Tuesday morning and he handed me a bouquet of pink roses. and and what's even better is that, i wanted to do something for him too. cos i know the past few weeks have been difficult for him having to see me everyday and wait for me and tolerate me being such a girl (being late, losing parking ticket, being very late).

except, all i wanted was to tapau his fav chicken rice for his break.

he gets roses, i get chicken rice. damn romantic. -.-

and based on the reaction i got parading my roses around all day, my friends have a superbly high tolerance for cheesiness. i just never appreciated it, you guys are so awesome! *sniff*

but yea. cos my friends at college were gagging so hard they were ready to make me eat the roses just so i'd die and the cheesiness would end wtf.

i got Secretary! :D

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

The One With Ewwy Here & There & Everywhere

hullo, everybodeh!

it's been about 3 weeks since college started and there was something i've been meaning to talk about but because it's shit embarrassing, i didn't want to until i absolutely had to in hopes that it will go away by the time i had to. yea.

see, before college - heck prob before SPM even - everyone was talking 'bout how they were scared they wouldn't make any friends at college. and i remember thinking, ah i'll be okay. especially after JAK started and everyone did fine. Jun-Elle even got exactly what i wanted, all guy friends only. so it couldn't be that hard right?

aand of course, i got dealt the worst cards and seriously, after the first week - i was so sure i was doomed. not that i didn't talk to anyone, Lord knows i tried. but i found it hard and unnatural most of the time and i couldn't click just like that with anyone. and what's worse Din had to babysit me alot lol sorry to his friends who had to have me tag along during breaks.

but it's all good now :) and i didn't get all-guy friends like i wanted but the people i've found so far are really whoa. like whoa. yea, whoa. wtf.

everything in the classroom is going alright except maybe for math. i don't know how to explain why it sucks balls but it's probably due to having Derrick for two years and i'm not used to a math teacher being so um, different. total opposite of Derrick. my lecturer is no Yasogee but at the same time i don't want to do anything in class 'cept sit in the corner and do all my work because if i followed every step i'd probably fall into a deep sleep and nevar wake up wtf.

i've a quiz tomorrow (see, when i should be studying i blog instead) and i'm running for Student Council Secretary gahaha! Gahaha cos i'm only running because there's apparently no one else running wtf haha. i decided against it at first cos i'm having a hard time juggling my work (okay lah i procrastinate like shit) but then went back on board. i wonder why nobody wants to be Secretary though. i worked like a dog but it was worth the eyebags and caffeine addiction. so Esther for Secretary and oh oh - Karven for PRESIDENT! die lah we's gonna be setting our campuses on fire lol.

shall leave things at that and hopefully i'll get pictures from somewhere to post up. superdork out.