The One Where It's Time

have moved. the URL is www.idontbelievein(the opposite of caffeine).blogspot.com

i've had this blog since i was 16 and i'm not in need of change really, i just reeeally want zero archives backed up every time i want to write something new. those posts were from such a long time ago and i'm no longer that person anymore. i've kept a lot of the things that i love about this blog (basically the whole layout i slaved over) and added in one or two new things. to those who already have the link, it's not done yet k! :)

g'bye idontbelieveinhomework.blogspot.com.



toothbrushes,
estherbobester.


some things just won't change ;)

The One With The Wheezing Ball Of Chubbs

earlier, with much enthusiasm, i thought, hey why not skip rope for a half hour? i can't keep talking about the weight i gained after all.

15 minutes later, i'm limping wtf.

this, ladies and gents, is the perfect specimen of what happens when you don't exercise for over 6 months. it's too late for me but save yourselves.

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i have a shitload of work to do. i don't know how i'm gonna even be able to design my new blog in time (actually more like pimping the current one lah) before break ends.

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y'know, i could've posted all of this on Twitter. if i had one. but no i shan't give in, shan't i tell you! wtf.

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Dorian Gray is not a good book for kiddos like me. it makes me feel all eeevil. and if i didn't do research on the stuff the book is based on, i'd literally think that Wilde is telling us to quit controlling ourselves and go hump whatever we want. and, don't go near ugly people because they can't be any good for you. and, women are just supplements for men.

i bet if Wilde were alive today, he'd just be another gay fashion designer who says crap like, 'If you ain't a size zero, honey - you're a heffer.' Like Mark on Ugly Betty.

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but then again, some of the things he says is true. like how 'acting is so much more real'. when you watch a movie, the actors play their characters absolutely - they don't skimp on emotions and they mean what they say. but that's cos they're not playing themselves.

then in real life, when you meet people - be it acquaintances or close friends - everyone's wearing layers and layers of masks to hide themselves that we may as well be the ones on stage instead.

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ohnoes i might have H1N1! but whatever lah if i'm meant to die now then die lah lol i remember when SARS first came about, Jun-Elle and i promised that if either one of us got it, we would cough & sneeze in the other's face so we'll both have it wtf. let's hope H1N1 will be like SARS i am too young to die, too young i tell you! wtf.

okay, back to work. :)

The One With Blue & White China

hullo, long time no see!

i shall be moving my blog! soon. sometime this week. because i've got the whole week off. college has been real hectic the past two weeks thank God the break is here. it's only been a month and yet I've found another Yasogee to battle with -.- but shan't go on about that, it's over and I'm satisfied with everything now.

anyway, short summarized updates :

okay lah Kar Heng, English is hard.

se-rious-ly-can-kill. well technically, i'm taking Lit but it's really hard. i got my learning skills report and i got A for everything but English. not that i deserve an A cos to get an A in that class i'd have to be super good. which i'm not fml.


i like tests!

for Families and Math lah. for English, no.


I GAINED WEIGHT, SHIT.

first Derrick says my face got chubbier and now everything else did too.


ignorant people, if you're preaching about something where you don't even have firsthand experience on, just don't preach about it.

it pisses me off when i have to talk to people who think CIMP/ICPU is supershiteasy. for the last time, easy to pass but difficult to score - like everything else. you know what, come do it yourself and see how easy it is. quit spraying spit all over other people's decisions cos i happen to be proud that i didn't take the typical routes and nothing you say is going to change that. Veena was right, it's so frustrating to talk to you. but it's okay, we'll show you how wrong you are. gonna be one hell of a slap in the face for trying to undermine me.


culture shock.

things are very different now. i'm friends with people who are very different from what i'm used to (i don't have any friends from an SMK school) and it's teaching me a lot. but at the same time, i miss speaking broken Engrish. sigh. it's so bad to the extent that when i hear a CIMP student speak in a Cina accent, i feel all awkward and just don't talk much.


Student Council.

i hear this sem is not as happening as the last one and it's got to be true cos i didn't expect this out of CIMP. during the first theme day, i walked around with a flower in my hair for the first period then took it off when no one else seemed to have anything on (it was Wear-Something-On-Your-Head Day). but i'm glad i ran for Secretary anyway. i just feel very bad cos i kept missing a lot of things for my assignments and presentations and i feel even worse when i run into my President cos he looks all discouraged. i think i got it reeeeal easy back in school cos here it's way harder when the board is made up of a variety of people. but! if i have the time, i want to do more than kickass minutes. ;)


Big Lump.

i see him everyday but it's almost as if i see him less. i think because when we were apart, we text all day long. and also, i used to tell him about stuff from work but now it'd be about classes and my brilliant English teacher - which he doesn't like hearing about wtf they're all very interesting okay! plus now that we're in college together, it's usually only texts about the parking ticket and car keys lol. then weekends i feel bad for spending time with him cos we saw each other everyday in the week. haih have to start dating once a week ade.

i miss my Big Lump. :(



will post one last post before moving blog! it'll be the clue to the new one, it's gonna be another thing idontbelievein. but when i told Veena and Karven and Jits and Kar Heng, they didn't get it so yeah. i'll prolly let just the people i link know. bubye for now and to some, bubye for good :D

The One With Our 27th Monthaversary

because we are so nauseatingly cheesy like that. this month i expected the usuals when our monthaversary rolled by. for me to remember and him to forget and when i nagnagnag that he doesn't care anymore!/that he's such a pig!/that he has no romance left in him! - he will giggle like a girl over the phone and make up one of his epic lame excuses (that i actually like hearing cos it gets more and more ridiculous over the years wtf).

so i was shocked when i got in the car on Tuesday morning and he handed me a bouquet of pink roses. and and what's even better is that, i wanted to do something for him too. cos i know the past few weeks have been difficult for him having to see me everyday and wait for me and tolerate me being such a girl (being late, losing parking ticket, being very late).

except, all i wanted was to tapau his fav chicken rice for his break.

he gets roses, i get chicken rice. damn romantic. -.-

and based on the reaction i got parading my roses around all day, my friends have a superbly high tolerance for cheesiness. i just never appreciated it, you guys are so awesome! *sniff*

but yea. cos my friends at college were gagging so hard they were ready to make me eat the roses just so i'd die and the cheesiness would end wtf.

i got Secretary! :D

The One With Ewwy Here & There & Everywhere

hullo, everybodeh!

it's been about 3 weeks since college started and there was something i've been meaning to talk about but because it's shit embarrassing, i didn't want to until i absolutely had to in hopes that it will go away by the time i had to. yea.

see, before college - heck prob before SPM even - everyone was talking 'bout how they were scared they wouldn't make any friends at college. and i remember thinking, ah i'll be okay. especially after JAK started and everyone did fine. Jun-Elle even got exactly what i wanted, all guy friends only. so it couldn't be that hard right?

aand of course, i got dealt the worst cards and seriously, after the first week - i was so sure i was doomed. not that i didn't talk to anyone, Lord knows i tried. but i found it hard and unnatural most of the time and i couldn't click just like that with anyone. and what's worse Din had to babysit me alot lol sorry to his friends who had to have me tag along during breaks.

but it's all good now :) and i didn't get all-guy friends like i wanted but the people i've found so far are really whoa. like whoa. yea, whoa. wtf.

everything in the classroom is going alright except maybe for math. i don't know how to explain why it sucks balls but it's probably due to having Derrick for two years and i'm not used to a math teacher being so um, different. total opposite of Derrick. my lecturer is no Yasogee but at the same time i don't want to do anything in class 'cept sit in the corner and do all my work because if i followed every step i'd probably fall into a deep sleep and nevar wake up wtf.

i've a quiz tomorrow (see, when i should be studying i blog instead) and i'm running for Student Council Secretary gahaha! Gahaha cos i'm only running because there's apparently no one else running wtf haha. i decided against it at first cos i'm having a hard time juggling my work (okay lah i procrastinate like shit) but then went back on board. i wonder why nobody wants to be Secretary though. i worked like a dog but it was worth the eyebags and caffeine addiction. so Esther for Secretary and oh oh - Karven for PRESIDENT! die lah we's gonna be setting our campuses on fire lol.

shall leave things at that and hopefully i'll get pictures from somewhere to post up. superdork out.

The One With Sighsighsigh

this, is the product of the 3 hours i spent on my math assignment. i think i know why alot of students procrastinate with homework in this course. especially if it's math. because it's STUPID.

i swear to God, if i have to keep answering stupidly and not based on facts and logic, i'm gonna go insane.

but other than that, college has been interesting. i regret quite a bit not going for ICPU now but can't do anything about that. ah well.

The One With My Fav MadTV Skit

for Fuzzlightyear :)

The One With Biceps For Sho At The End Of The Semester

First Day

walked around aimlessly cos i arrived an hour early. not cos i'm an eager loser, but because Big Lump's class starts at 8 while orientation only starts at 9. skipped 3/4 of orientation cos was scared to have to eat alone so went to eat with Big Lump and his friends T.T

after lunch, went for English Placement Test. then went home.

Second Day

CIMP orientation. kept an eye out for potential lecturers. hottest lecturers were the ones teaching Individuals & Families hehe. plagiarism was mentioned often. basically, we're not allowed to copy and paste stuff off the net and present it as work of our own. i can think of a handful of people i know who effing needs this bashed into their heads.

Third Day

got timetable. was happy cos i got Eng4U. regretted it soon enough when our lecturer told us we're gonna be doing Hamlet and we'll have to pick a classic and do a thesis on it for our ISU. hence, Dorian Gray is on my reading list cos i wanna do my thesis on it but he said many students struggle when they choose that novel. if it's really too hard then i'll switch but as of now, i quite like it.

the characters have a dark, evil feel to them and it's awfully captivating! no idea why i'm so attracted to shit like this. big difference to all the pink, girly stuff i like to read.

Fourth Day

changed timetable. my classes end earlier, start earlier so when i come at 8 i won't have to wait around with nothing to do. but my classes are super far apart so every morning it'll be like cardio back and forth between classes lol. all lecturers for all my classes are now white woohoo.

Fifth Day

spent an hour hunting for Dorian Gray, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (couldn't find it) and Mrs. Dalloway. hid them so Big Lump could use Jason's library card to borrow them.


as of now :

Math : easiest class.
English : most difficult class.
Individuals & Families : class i'm most likely to neglect.

The One With Hatin' On The Club

This is called 50 first reactions. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random, just type it!

1. Beer : yuck.

2. Food : T.T weight gain!

3. Relationships : complicated.

4. Crush : old school.

5. Power Rangers : are awesome!

6. Life : is a beetch.

7. The President : don't care.

8. Yummy : Chilis' Lamb Shoulder gaaah.

9. Cars : still don't know how to drive.

10. Movie : still haven't watched Transformers! T.T

11. Halloween : sexy nerd costume that never happened.

12. Sex : hehehe.

13. Religion : Jesus.

14. Hate : must learn to deal.

15. Fear : phailure.

16. Marriage : scariest shit ever. everyone gets hyped up for the wrong reasons. what happens after the honeymoon huh? what happens when you get pregnant? when you get fat? when he gets fat? when you get STRETCHMARKS HUH! *sob*

17.Blondes : Agyness Dean.

18. Slippers : comfy.

19. Shoes : need flats asap.

20. Asians : are yellow like the Simpsons :D

21. Past time : reading books i stole off the net.

22. One night stand : ALVEENA.

23. My cell phone : looks expensive but is actually veli cheap wan.

24. Smoke : Big Lump is forbidden to! Lol.

25. Fantasy : Final Fantasy wtf.

26. College : AAAAAAAAAAH 95% AVERAGE.

27. High school life : good riddance whee!

28. Pajamas : don't need 'em gahaha. ;P

29. Stars : are blind.

30. Center : centre. shit which one is position which one is the place? O.O

31. Alcohol : all the same, all tastes like cough syrup.

32. The word love : is getting boring. ergo now we have invented - wuff/woof/lurve/luff/loff/lurff/wuv/luv.

33. Friends : i've watched every episode!

34. Money : AAAAAAAAAAH.

35. Heartache : tell me whyyy, ain't nothin' but a mistake, tell me whyyy, ain't nothin' but heartacheee. correct right?

36. Time : to studay! yay no more becoming stupid!

37. Divorce : half of everything.

38. Dogs : CORGIS!

39. Undies : lace.

40. Parents : freedom.

41. Babies : weight gain! stretch marks! post-natal blues! must go gym! cravings! zoey.

42. Ex : -tuition teacher.

43. Song : where's my Hotel Room huh, DJ? stupid. hope your eardrums burst.

44. Color : cream.

45. Weddings : white sundress, nachos, beach, sandcastles.

46. Pizza : Din.

47. Hangout : no more :(

48. Rest : too much.

49. Goal : too many.

50. Inspiration : Snowmannn. :D

i tag everybodeh!

The One Where Somebody Got Her Hair Did!

woo lansiface!

the past two weeks have been really good, mostly cos i kept myself busy everyday till i'm not sure i did what when but i really needed it.

college starts tomorrow! i'm more terrified than excited now and after so many complications to actually get myself into CIMP (and there're still more complications left haih), it feels a little surreal that tomorrow is actually gonna be my first day. at college. where i can study again T.T

it's gonna be alot of pressure on me and it's not just getting the grades (95% average 95% average 95% AVERAGE omg can throw social life away already lah), but other things as well. i'm just gonna jump into it headfirst and hope something good happens later and Din has been a very good babysitter every time bad news pop up. just wish they didn't have to pop up so often. but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger :/

ah and i cut my hair! shortest it's ever been and i look 10 years older but i reeally like it! finally no more hair tickling me chin and i can't curtain my face no more. :D

i shall leave everyone with my current fave video!

The One With No New Shiny To Play With?

i've got 2 days left of work. i thought i'd spend my last few days working a little harder.

obviously, i phailed.

but lookit them corgis! eee so cute i want one T.T

The One With OD on Lookbook

feeling brill this morning :)


i wannanana :

1. do a self-portrait of self. with a twist.

2. hunt for white oversized butterfly/batwing top and print a Twiggy on it.

3. force friends to (again) get stuff from OKBA with me because i want everything thereee.

4. actually use DeviantArt account and upload comic strips.

5. cut off more hair. add a streak of color to fringe. maybe something common like aurburnish-red or chocolatey brown. maybe something crazy like violet or ashblonde. like the Big Lump said, no one's gonna take me seriously since i'm gonna be doing CIMP anyway. might as well make the most of it.


check out - My Milk Toof, cutest blog everevervever!

The One Where There Is No Need To Be Hostile No More

yesterday, i daydreamed at my desk waiting for work to come to me. i looked over at all the letters that were going to be mailed out today. mail. i thought about how i love getting mail. the wait, the suspense. like the time i waited for my first necklace to come in the mail. then the bigger batch of necklaces from Korea to come in the mail. then my scholarship offer letter to come in the mail. e-mail is never going to be able to replace regular mail, i thought.

then it hit me.

ladies and gents, i have found my dream. one i am going to make come true not because it's gonna make me lots of money or because it's a practical one. i'm gonna do it cos it's going to make me happy, so happy that - i really don't care if i fail. no longer am i going to walk around an aimless blob of potential. coming to this, isthebestfeelingever.

don't store your dreams as just dreams. they deserve better. so -

- why don't you do somethin'?

The One With The Long To-Do List

last night i finally got to try out Paddington's House of Pancakes :) it has been quite frustrating, since i always seem to suggest that place for dinner and everyone's all, 'pancakes for dinner? nah-uh.'

but i am proud to report that that place is ideal for breakfast, lunch and dinner or for no reason at all cos they have probably every combination in the world possible. we spent ages looking at the pretty pictures in the huge menu (we only got one to share cos two wouldn't've fit the table that's how fat it is).

The Full Monty, mine. which was like a little bit of everything - sausages, eggs, mashed potatoes&gravy, pepperoni, bacon, baked beans and pancakes, but i chose it cos it has guacamole and i haven't tried it before. it's the lump of green all the way up north.

The Capri, his. Seafood Marinara pizza but on a pancake.

chips. that tasted oddly like soapwater, dunnowhy. we didn't finish this cos we were late for our movie and used it as the rubbish bowl instead, Din dumped his prawn shells in 'em.

very good place for good food without setting your wallet on fire. :)

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To-Do List For The 5-day Break Before Coll Starts.

1. get outfit finished for Promtay - just a mask and tights.

2. spend a whole afternoon at Borders reading comics.

3. finish the first season of True Blood. not recommended for those who think sex is ewwy lol.

4. buy shoes, bag, stationery, shorts, and tees for coll.

5. decorate folders with dinosaursss.

6. go over to BSC and try out the Stuff Your Face cafe. always wanted to try their cupcakes :)

7. write out new quarterly budget for expenses.

8. watch Monsters Vs. Aliens, Terminator, and something Girlfriend Past.

9. spend a Saturday morning at the Curve's flea market and checking out all the li'l stores in Cineleisure then take a break at Baskin-Robbins and people-watch over icecream.

10. hunt down clothes that are sold at blogshops and Telawi stores for over double the real price at Times Square and Sungei Wang just cos they're selling shit thinking everyone's as stupid as the ignorant brats who shop there.

11. drop by every Starbucks that i pass to check if any of their flasks are actually nice. if there is, buy! if there isn't, buy! okay no lah. i'll buy the mug instead.

12. nap with Big Lump (new petname nyehehe) at least once. don't get to this often anymore :(

13. get KarHeng's present (which is just a box big enough to fit his sister in. no not the tiny one we camwhore with all the time, the bigger one he looooooves sho much).

14. try out Frontera at JayaOne.

15. haircut? haircut! i dunno...if i cut again, this time, it's gonna be very short. yea i think i will. maybe add a streak of color on my fringe too. :)

16. catch up with the oldest friend i have. everyday. till he's sick of me and curses himself for writing on my wall making me feel guilty for not having talked to him for so long wahaha.

17. PLAY SIMS 2/3 TILL I PASS OUT.

18. clean up room, throw out SPM books (if anyone wants just ask cos i'm desperate to get rid of 'em), clear out all books except my favourites (Archies, Meg Cabot, Harry Potter, Twilight, why am i so mainstream and unoriginal) and make way for new ones.

19. force myself to sit down and seriously think about all the stuff i've to get ready for the business i will one day (i will get it off the ground no matter what) unleash on everyone, hopefully, in 2-3 years' time. ;)

20. register for CIMP.


have a great weekend everyone and happy birthday to Cassie :)

The One With Running Barefoot

love - this is that thing, y'know - the one everyone's all hyped about. it's electricity when two people touch, where every scene is fit for a movie, butterflies in your tummy, flowers for no special occasion, lots and lots of sucking face.

wuff - this is what you get when you finally become yourselves and still find each other beautiful. not easy at all to come to and it seems like a constant battle to not get caught up in the small stuff that don't matter. but when your other half does something funny or silly or sweet, like call and ask if he can pack back the salad at dinner and have you eat it cos he doesn't like salad, you laugh and know it's worth it.

The One With Magic Cards & Shiny Playthings

new flu pill for the sniffles - reading comics+coffee+cinnamon rolls at Borders.

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this week :

1. was one of the most productive weeks i've had in a while.

Monday - Times Square with Jun-Elle; got a pair of houndstooth/plaid shorts that i absolutely looove; got grey muumuu; supposedly lostKrispy Kreme virginity till i remembered on the way home that i've had it with Jun-Elle before when i slept over ages ago.

Tuesday - Bangsar with Karven and Cassie and her friends; night ended unexpectedly.

Wednesday - spent whole night rolling at Butthead's lol. i don't like ACCA. i've heard, 'sorry i have exammmmss' too many times!

Thursday - went to get hair cut. Butthead picked me up and said there was no difference at all. was emo because got difference okay! and the guy who did it this time followed my sketch (yes i sketch out my hairstyle) waay better than all the other hairstylists i've gone to.

Friday - D'Haven with JAKE HA and Jits and KarHeng.

aand i did all that after work. no wonder i've been so cranky from not sleeping early. i've got another busy week ahead but i don't mind cos i'll have great company with the Butthead finishing his exams on Monday ;)

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i wonder why i took the trouble to build all these walls. the worst that could've happened was being seen as i am. huh.

The One With The Tummy Tuck

finally, the big splurge.

really disappointed at the amount of stuff i went home with on Saturday but i suppose that means i have to spend the following Saturdays looking for what i want nyehehe.

although i'm very proud of us, covering 3 places in a day. Sunway turned out to be the best. Telawi is full of garbage. i pity the rich girls who actually shop there thinking they're buying one-of-a-kind pieces when i saw so many dresses you can get at Times Square for like 30 bucks going for 60 instead. so not worth it. -.-

Mid Valley was okay but didn't find what i was hoping for. ho hum.

after shopping for so long on Saturday i've learned that :

1. you may think when you set out looking for something, it'd be exciting to find it. but i realized what's even more exciting is - finding what you want in your size. you have NO idea how happy i was when i found my white tees in my size *weeps*

2. girls shop like soldiers keeping alert during war. our eyes would be all over the place, trying to hunt down what we want and we'll be talking to each other the whole time.

3. i am officially a sellout. i used to be quite persistent on not going to Starbucks often cos what it is is overpriced coffee. but by the time we went to Telawi, i was mumbling, let's go Starbucks and we did and we stayed there for over an hour sipping overpriced coffee happily wtf.

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okay so the past week i've watched all the X-Men movies and Wolverine has made me get to know myself better. like now i know why when i walk down the streets i'll find one guy hot and another as interesting as taufoo.

1. i like guys who're fuzzy. as in hairy but not like gorilla hairy. y'know, like Wolverine hairy lah. so if i see a guy who's as hairy as Dr. Evil's cat i'd probably not notice him at all lol.

2. i like guys who resemble animals of the canine variety. if you see Din after a few days of not shaving, you will see he resembles a puppy. if you see him a few more days after that, you will see he resembles a stray dog wtf hahaha.

3. i like guys who are um not skinny. skinny, scrawny, thin all cannot. the only boy in my life who i respect absolutely and is a flagpole is JitSiang. everybody else i find it hard to take them seriously hahaha. plus it's difficult to hug and since i've an obsession with my size die lah if my boyfriend is skinnier than me.

4. oh oh and i looove the whole macho-on-the-outside-sweet-and-dorky-on-the-inside-thing. see, this is why Din dreads having me in the same college cos i will destroy his image muahaha.

as you can see, i am such a deep person wtf.

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today, i officially handed in my resignation. my boss came skipping up to me (okay lah he didn't he stomps most of the time) and asked, 'you're going back to school ah?' with the biggest smile on his face i've seen since i started working here i think he's damn glad i'm leaving fml. ah well his loss and it's not my fault everytime he passes me stuff i've typed with corrections and i can't read his squiggly handwriting so i end up just making new mistakes hahaha.

so in the past 2 months i've tasted 'working life' and i've learned :

1. nobody reads your Sijil Berhenti Sekolah - the one with your attendance - they only look at your SPM results slip. by the time they reach that useless piece of shit that used to scare me (cos i skipped over 2 months of school ehehe) in my book of certs, they're too impressed already hahaha. so kids who are still stuck at school, if you feel school is only stifling your academic brilliance just skip school and study at home lah.

2. i am the loner. and it is the best one to be! on my first day, my superior asked me to have lunch with the other colleagues and i said no thankyou it's okay and i've been having lunch alone everyday since and it's reeally good to have the place all quiet to unwind. plus i'd rather watch TV on the computer than talk to anyone lol wah damn antisocial but no big deal lah i'm the youngest one and the first day i stepped in with my nose piercing they looked at me like i tattooed Spongebob on my face okay.

3. to keep my eyes only on the computer screen. see, there's this guy in the office whose ass is huge. and not good huge. it's like how when a skinny girl gets breast implants waaay too big for her body except this one is in the ass. and this guy tucks his shirt in his pants. so memang i already know it's big but one time he was wearing these awful pants that made his ass look lumpy. so i looked lah. and he turned around and i think he saw cos from always being surly emo whenever i ask him something now he always smiles at me haih nice one Esther.

4. to never ever eat what everyone else is eating. i can so see why people gain weight during their 20's cos everyone eats rice and fast food and the root of all evil - nasi lemak.

5. being hardworking doesn't get you much except your boss not hating you. cos there are a few people here who you can see they're soo into their work but for some reason they aren't that alert they always make mistakes and end up taking even longer to rectify them.



i haven't been stressed in like 6 months. SPM seriously screwed me up. once i remember being at Derrick's and i didn't want to go home but i did anyway cos it was 6 and it wouldn't be safe to take a cab when it was dark. once i got home, i opened my Sejarah book cos i knew i had to study but i couldn't and i just started bawling like a baby cos i wanted to be anywhere but home cos when i'm at home, i've to study.

woo was crazy stressful, feeling so trapped. but now i'm gonna go back to that and it's scaring meeee.

ah well. no choice anyway. i chose this so gonna give it my all. okay finish crapping already. i'm a little late but good luck to everyone who's facing finals ;)

The One With The Call, The Package & The Virtual People

The Virtual People :

my computer's fixed! i can play my Sims 2 again! do my bidding, my minions!

The Package :

the necklaces from Korea have arrived! *flaps arms excitedly*


The Call :

yesterday, i called Sunway to bug them about the scholarship i applied for (hello hello interview when ah). the very nice woman said she'll call me back cos she was busy. i was sure she wasn't gonna call back and i knew i was doomed to be stupid for the rest of my life. but she did call. and she told me Nanyang was gonna send me a letter offering me the scholarship. i was like, what! but i haven't gone for an interview yet! she said, no there's no interview i can see you are really keen (desperate) as you've called many times. she laughed.

CIMP JULY INTAKE BITCHES!

i'm absolutely over the whole 'slacker course' perception everyone has cos Karven has gone into ICPU and she's turning out to be a fine young woman wtf haha okay not exactly she's actually a boy (have you seen her show the inside of her mouth when it's full?) gahaha just kidding let's go bum this Saturday (your very last free Saturday O.O) lol but it's definitely the kind of course i can see myself thriving in, given how i nearly died from Malaysian education where you just memorize your books. i'm a little terrified though. ISUs sound shitcrazyhard.

i'm a bit emo they don't have Challenge and Change at Sunway but Advanced Functions! i'm suppose to want to be a psychologist (at this point i'm confused so i dunno what i want and please nobody talk to me about accounting) but i'm getting excited over my math subjects.

gawdsohappy. i shan't go on here i shall tell everything in painful detail (actually only one detail left worth telling) on Friday with JAKE and Jits and KarHeng.

g'bye you beautiful people :D :D :D

The One With History Pop Quiz

good post-breakup song :

Silly Boy - Rihanna feat. Lady Gaga

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they say music has a way of stirring up emotions. there's one song that never fails to remind you of that time when you hit rock-bottom, that time when you just kinda lost hold of who you were, that time when you just wish it was all a nightmare and you're gonna wake up. mine's Empty Apartment.


what's yours?

The One With Beard Flu

on Sundays, i've to go to work. and here's a li'l bit of what i do :

hello panda over -

- Wizards of Waverly Place, when Greek and Gossip Girl aren't available. sigh.

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go watch :

Will & Grace
Big Bang Theory
How I Met Your Mother
Greek
Cupid